This is a litle something that I picked up today at the Noon Book Fair, where the book signing was awesome by the way, the best so far.
Anyway, you know how when you see something and it reminds you of certain people and you wonder how they’re doing? Yeah, I hope you’re doing fine if you’re one of them who happens to read this.
Anyway, I’ve been meaing to write for a while, vent out some stuff with all the craziness going on around. Yet, I’m still a selfish human being who has her own issues ot deal with so I was torn between venting about the general, obviosly much more more significant things and those mediocre personal insignificant ones.
So allow me here to be a little selfish, because this is currently the only space where I get to do personal.
About being “Fine”, I know I am, thank God. I am fine. But then, “Fine” doesn’t mean there is nothing wrong. And if there’s something wrong it doesn’t mean that you realize it. I for one was hit by that realization when I watched 7 episodes on one stupid drama show in a row. Yes, that’s how I chose to waste 5 hours of my life. And trust me when I tell you, I’m starting to feel that this stuff could cause serious brain damage. Don’t ask what the show was because I’m not going to tell, and I’m also not going to say why I was so intrigued by it. Let’s just say I was trying to avoid dealing with some stuff and that avoidance caught up with me.
But again you look at all the big things happening around and you realize how silly your problems are and that you really can live with them. And then it’s back to the real world were things aren’t quite fine. And perhaps those few lines in this random blogpost are enough, I don’t to talk about anything anymore. Because I have nothing to complain about, and I truly thank God for that, it’s just that I need to find a better way to deal with things other than denial and avoidance, say for example: distraction.
Maybe I’ll just learn how to cook.